i’m curious how much my body can take. I want to push myself to the limit, but i’m scared of injury bleah.

Tonight is one of the nights i feel horrible. My friend decided to stop climbing with BM. I know it’s best for her, but i can’t help but feel a sense of loss. Part of me wished i didn’t form any connections inside the gym- just climb then zao, another part knows that that won’t make the journey as memorable.

Sigh i hate goodbyes. How people close one door and leave for another without looking back will always remain a mystery to me.